For
a second I thought moving on means to completely let go of the old and starting
on an altogether new turf. Now I know, for me to move on; it is important to
bring the new while strengthening the old; to allow the new to build on the new
foundation or revisit the old with a fresh perspective and new vigor.
I
gave up on my dreams thinking that they’d lost their hold on me. I realize today
that they just got buried under the dust and it is time to bring them to light.
It is only by rekindling that light can I have peace back into my life.
Though
I try not to but I can’t help question the futility of the dreams lost and
found. I think it was for a perspective to be brought into my psyche- a
perspective so strong that it will mark the foundation of my life from now on
or so I think. I am not as ambitious as I was but I am more content now. The
eagerness to prove is now mellowed down and replaced with acceptance of self
and the world and I am eager to have fun while chasing my goals (yes goals, I
still haven’t got my ability to dream back!) without burdening myself with my
own expectations.
The
road ahead is highly ambiguous and I hope I don’t change course again. Still tons
of figuring out to do! Wandering and meandering through life has its perks, but
for once I want to get some firm feet on the ground! J
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