Oh well! What a ride it has been till now. I am back to the blog after what feels like a lifetime. I have changed in many ways all this while and at first thought of leaving this space and creating a new one to document and share the lessons I've learnt and continue to learn on this amazing journey of transformation- of metamorphosing into a beautiful butterfly, owning up and being totally aware of the innate beauty.
And suddenly my mind said- ' what the heck?! Go ahead, recreate this space, share the new and embrace without holding back all that is YOU! This space will stand testimony to the change and would reflect the new you!'
And so here I am, back at this address of Expanding Horizons because this is what is truly me. I appreciate the freedom and expansion part more now :)
I am in a phase of realising that the freedom I was always looking for was from the self imposed limitations I had set on myself. I can't do this. I am too young. I am too old. I am not good enough. I am too good. Etc, etc, etc. I was constantly judging myself as either inferior or superior to people around me. What an idiocy!
I realise I am beautiful, unique, magnificent not in exclusion of everything or everyone around me but as part of WHAT IS! I AM; just as YOU ARE. We are all beautiful, destined for greatness; it is just that some people are more aware of their greatness and act on it.
It is time I stopped hiding from the world; of playing small; of holding back. I might as well live a life covered with bruises of adventure than sit and rust away in idleness. I don't wish to process my baggage here, just contemplate and introspect on life's deeper meaning and the insights that come through cleansing and healing that baggage. It is time of being reborn and the prospects of a new life are thrilling, exhilarating, challenging and sometimes dead scary.
I hope this time words won't bereave me as they did earlier; the need to write and express is greater than ever before. Writing this blog is just one baby step of putting myself out there, to share, to express, to create, TO BE.
Love Forever!
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